I go by Onyxicca (or Ony.)
Some people know me from streaming WoW and other games (I really enjoy ARPGs and soulslikes), but I've been working on something bigger... a project I've been building for years that blends gaming, gothic aesthetics, personal growth, and meaningful creation.
I believe challenges in life can inspire us to build things that matter. Everyone has their challenges. Mine happen to be related to my autoimmune health issues. That's what drives my work.
What's here
This site is where it all comes together: my shop, my links, behind-the-scenes content, and soon, a newsletter I'm excited to launch. This is like my Patreon-link-in-bio and creative home all in one place.
If you want to follow along and see what I'm building, you're in the right place.
Some of what you'll find:
- Membership perks (dream interpretation, behind-the-scenes updates, shop discounts)
- IRL Quest Cards (real-world reminders and challenges inspired by RPG mechanics... because sometimes we need real-world “quests” to get through the day)
- And more collections to explore as you scroll below
Everything in my shop is handled through Fourthwall, which is a legit creator platform directly linked to my YouTube.
Join my Newsletter
I'm building a newsletter that blends gaming, personal growth, and navigating life's challenges... topics that actually matter beyond surface-level content.
What to expect:
- Reflections on games, books, and media that shaped my thinking
- Thoughts on handling challenges (health, energy, chaos) without the usual self-help fluff
- Recommendations for tools, items, and resources I actually use
- Bonus: Access to downloadable journal content (interactive pieces you can use in your own life)
Sign up now and get 10% off my shop when the first issue launches. I'm still building it, but if you want to be on the list, this is how you stay in the loop.
Ways to support
If you want to support the craft (and help keep this vampire fed):
Member perks work like Patreon... there's a free tier if you just want updates on what I'm working on, plus paid tiers for exclusive content and more
Donate
Shop
My shop is filled with pieces crafted to find a home. If something calls to you, that's another way to support.
Featured Product!
A large desk mat featuring an ornate gothic cathedral facade in aged gold against a dark background. The extended 15.5" x 31.5" size gives room for both keyboard and mouse with plenty of space for gaming or work.
The smooth surface keeps your mouse consistent, and the stitched edges prevent fraying. The design is sharp, detailed, and meant to feel like old-world craftsmanship, perfect for anyone who prefers their setup with a touch of gothic drama.
Great for: full gaming setups, writers, artists, mechanical keyboard users, or anyone building a gothic, medieval, cathedral-themed desk.
Become A Member
Membership follows the path of alchemical transformation. Each tier represents a stage of the Great Work - from raw chaos to the Philosopher's Stone.
As a member, you'll get:
- Automatic signup to my newsletter
- Up to 15% off shop items
- Early access to a private YouTube link to each newsletter video topic (goes public after 1 week)
- Member-only posts about new collections and works in progress
- Access to monthly Grimoire Fragments (paid tiers only)
- Opportunity to submit dreams for a chance to be featured in Newsletter and accompanying Youtube video (paid tiers only)
Important Notes:
About Dream Interpretations:
Dream interpretation features are occasional content elements, not a regular monthly service. Submissions are reviewed based on thematic fit, symbolic richness, and appropriateness. Higher tiers receive priority review. All interpretations are for entertainment and personal reflection only - not medical, therapeutic, or professional advice. I reserve the right to decline any submission for any reason, and may feature my own dreams or other sources as needed.
Dream Submission Guidelines:
Dreams must be appropriate for public interpretation. No submissions involving: self-harm, graphic violence, explicit sexual content, or requests for medical/therapeutic advice. By submitting, you acknowledge this is creative content for entertainment purposes only.
Prima Materia
Free
- 10% off shop - one time promo code upon newsletter signup (upgrade to paid tier for ongoing discounts)
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- 🔴 No dream submissions - upgrade anytime to share your dreams for possible interpretation & feature in my content
- 🔴 No Grimoire Fragments - upgrade to unlock monthly digital companion pieces
CALCINATIO
$5.00 per month
- 10% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 1 - Lowest Selection Chance)
DISSOLUTIO
$10.00 per month
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 2 - Standard Selection Chance)
SEPARATIO
$15.00 per month
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 3 - Higher Selection Chance)
CONJUNCTIO
$25.00 per month
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 4 - Highest Selection Chance)
FERMENTATIO
$50.00 per month
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 4 - Highest Selection Chance)
- First consideration when selecting dreams for interpretation
DISTILLATIO
$100.00 per month
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 4 - Highest Selection Chance)
- First consideration when selecting dreams for interpretation
COAGULATIO
$250.00 per month
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Automatic Newsletter Signup
- Private YouTube link to newsletter video topics (1 week before public release, must be subbed to newsletter to receive video link)
- Grimoire Fragments - beautifully designed monthly digital journal prompts & reflections based on current newsletter topic (once newsletter launches; being a newsletter/YouTube sub helps with context)
- Early access posts about new collections & works in progress
- Submit dreams for possible interpretation and feature in newsletter/video content
- Dream Submission Access (🜁 Level 4 - Highest Selection Chance)
- First consideration when selecting dreams for interpretation
- This tier exists purely to sustain my work & creative endeavors
Gift membership
Your gift will be given away live at twitch.tv/onyxicca!